Psalm 139:17 (NLT) How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered! I lead a writers' workshop for new novelists. While it's easy for me to teach students dialogue, description, and plotting, their fiction comes to life when I help them understand emotion, exploring their own feelings and applying them to their work. One common theme from my novels is abandonment. My books often include characters who attempt to earn love and worry that one wrong move will cause others to leave them. Looking closer at my writing, I discovered why this theme is often found within my novels. I grew up with an emotionally distant stepfather and my birth father wasn't around, so I never experienced unconditional paternal love. My high school boyfriend abandoned me after I became pregnant. I began to believe I was unlovable. After I married John, I worried if I did something that bothered him, he'd leave me. That distorted feeling transferred to Jesus too. Yet, as I explored my fear of abandonment through fiction, real-life healing happened within me. Helping my characters come to understand Jesus's faithful love toward them, even amidst conflicts and hardships, enabled me to understand that my feelings aren't facts. I don't have to earn love from others. Jesus will never leave me. By teaching new writers to explore their emotions, I'm helping them write better fiction. I also hope they'll begin to better understand Jesus's feelings toward them so that they know He loves them unconditionally. Tricia Gayer Faith Step: Look at your life as if it were a novel. What events may have caused you to question Jesus's love? Ask Jesus to help you better understand His unconditional love and bring healing to your heart. [Mornings With Jesus 2023 Devotional by Guideposts and Zondervan] LINK FOR FURTHER STUDY Psalm 139:17 - Gods Thoughts - so Precious and Vast. http://www.abible.com/devotions/2022/20220430-1042.html YOUR COMMENTS If anyone has a paraphrase, commentary or testimony on this passage of Scripture, either personal or otherwise, I would be interested in hearing from you. Thanks in advance and let's keep uplifting Jesus that all might be drawn to Him. Fred Gibbs LINKS WORTH CHECKING OUT https://abible.com/links/